Today I said goodbye to a girl who shared with me 3 years of happiness. She returned to Toronto to do her Master’s in design. “Suffering from love” is the phrase that comes to mind.
We shared some great moments together — Shibaricon with its 24-hour drive, a few Montreal fetish weekends, Torture Garden in Toronto. After sharing such intense moments, a very strong bond was built. But what made that relationship different was the laughter, the happiness, the fun that was always present. We also kept our individuality, kept our own friends, and did things separately — which I believe helped.
We also did lots of photo shoots in which she looked so great.
This was the hardest goodbye ever — helping her pack the van, knowing she was leaving, sharing a last meal. Both of us hiding tears behind sunglasses.
This is not the end of our relationship; it is just a new path until we get closer again.
